One thing that has truly interested me in recent months is the subject of “faith”. It’s funny how the lessons of life truly teach us the true meanings of concepts that we as believers understand conceptually, but not in reality. For those of you that read my last blog entitled, “Let Patience Have its Perfect Work,” you know and understand that these past few months have stretched me beyond words. I have experienced various things that have challenged my faith. Through it all, I have felt my faith in God rise stronger than ever. Maybe it might be to the fact that I am young and the Lord is placing experiences in my life to build my faith for where He is taking me. Whatever the case, this season has given me a new fortitude as it relates to having faith in God.
Growing up in a predominately charismatic background, the concept of faith was always taught as something that was connected to something physical or natural. Hearing stories of people believing God for a car, or a financial breakthrough, or even the deliverance of a family member, I naturally developed the thought that faith always brought about by a natural manifestation. From my perception, faith was associated with the Lord acting or demonstrating His power in ways that affected a person’s reality. We know according to Hebrews 11:6 that without faith it is impossible to please God. We are taught that in order to believe God for something supernatural we must have faith. These thoughts are all scriptural and biblical and they are true as it relates to our Christian walk. But in these past few months, my faith has been tested. The testing of my faith has not only been in my faith to believe God provisionally, but also in the spirit of faith. We are taught according to 1 Corinthians 1:22 that faith is one of the gifts of the spirit and that people can actually posses a gift of faith. My faith has not been tried to question my faith in God, but it has been tested to stretch my understanding of who God is. Hebrews 11:1 teaches us that faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen. So our faith in God is a type of substance that brings about the things that we believe from spiritual realm to our earthly realm. However, is the manifestation of what we see or experience through faith only tangible? Is my spiritual faith only proven when I believe God for a brand new Mercedes Benz and actually receive it? Or is my faith proven by my belief in a God that I can’t see with my natural eye? These are concepts that have been on my heart throughout my process these past few months.
For so long in the Word of Faith movement we have taught this prosperity Gospel that has truly crippled the church as it relates to the topic of faith. Our faith is not associated with our financial provision! However, we can believe God and he provides for us. We must understand that some of us will never enter into millionaire status. I personally believe that a lot of the teachings that we hear concerning prosperity is a form of manipulation to raise large offerings. Now, I do believe that the Lord desires to provide for His people and when we have needs He moves on our behalf. God blesses people who tithe and God blesses those that give. The financial seeds that we plant open up the windows of heaven so that we can receive our blessing from the Lord. We must move past being obedient to scripture because we are expecting to get something in return. We should give out of our love and covenant with the Father and in return He gives back to us because of His love and covenant with us. There are times that we will experience seasons of drought and famine, but these times are always ordained by God to bring forth his plan is some capacity. What has brought me to this perspective has been my recent experiences over the past few months. I have returned my tithe, sown offerings, given of my self, blessed people all expecting a supernatural miracle as it related to my finances. I started to become somewhat discouraged because nothing was changing. As a matter of fact, I did all this not expecting a major increase in my wealth, but just to stay afloat. The funny thing is that what I have been taught hasn’t manifested in my life at all! Instead of the devourer being rebuked, I have felt as if everything I have had personally has been stripped away. I haven’t received a check in the mail, forgiveness of any of my student loans, a raise on my job or a promotion, or even someone just blessing me with a car. If my faith were based strictly on God’s provisional blessings, I would have backslidden about 3 months ago. I would have totally given up on all that I have confessed to believe. The irony of it all is that my faith has gone to higher heights. I am confident now in the God that I serve. I have learned that we give ourselves to God because it is our reasonable service for how He gave to us. I do believe that my turn around is swiftly approaching, but this season was God ordained to develop the real type of faith in me. Habakkuk 3:17-18 states, “17Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,18 Yet I will rejoice in the Lord; I will exult in the [victorious] God of my salvation!” Basically the prophet was saying if I don’t have anything or see God’s provision I will rejoice in my God. We must have faith in the existence of our God and who He is. Even if we don’t see provision, we rejoice in Him as Jehovah Jireh. Even if we do not receive the healing in our bodies He is still Jehovah Rophe. We must come to a deeper level of faith that goes beyond the things in this natural realm. Before God created the earth He was here. When the Lord gave Moses the instruction to tell Pharaoh to let the children of Israel go, He told Moses to tell Pharaoh that the “I Am” sent him. We learn in grammar school that “am” is a state of being verb. God described himself as the state of being. Everything in the world was created through Him by His word. Our reality lies in the truth of His existence. Our faith mustn’t be only in God’s provision, but in the fact that God is God! When we view God as the state of being, then everything associated with his attributes will manifest in our lives. Our faith must be confident in the God that we serve.
One scripture that stands out to me is in Jude 1 where he mentions about the faith that was delivered to the saints. I have spent some time now pondering on what he actually meant when he wrote this verse. I thought to myself, “What is that type of faith, and do I have it?” In this verse, he is talking about reality of the truth that the received when the first believed. He is also talking about the faith through experience that they had with God. Their faith was built strong because of their powerful encounters with the creator. The faith that the saints in the early church possessed was not this sort of name it and claim faith that helps people to think positively, but a faith in the creator that no situation could shake. The kind of faith that the martyrs of the early church like Stephen possessed when they viciously stoned him to death, Paul who was beheaded and Peter who was crucified upside down. The kind of faith that went beyond natural possessions, but into a place with God that gave them strength to stand in the face of death and still confess Jesus as their savior and redeemer.
Our faith must be based on the existence of our creator. Though we may encounter experiences that are sent to us to stretch and test are faith, we mustn’t waiver. In the days that we are living in we must develop faith that is unshakable. Situations rise up all the time, but we must be able to have strong faith that causes us to live strong in the spirit. You may be going through a time of pressure, but allow this time to bring forth a new measure of faith. Your faith in God shall cause you to walk in places in the supernatural that will supersede the average lives of everyone else in the world. The Lord has given us the measure of faith that allows us to live higher. When everyone else in the world is going crazy, we have this consolation that we have faith in the one who began the good work in us and that he will be faithful to bring his plans to pass. In the midst of utter chaos, our faith keeps us grounded. Today, ask God for a greater measure of faith that you might stand strong in the midst of adversity. Not just strong faith to attain natural possessions, but faith to live in the consistent peace of God’s reality.